Everytime I turn around

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 05:15:48 GMT

New Live Journal...

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Add it bitches! :-) hehe love you all. <33

Special shout out to my Elf! love you Melissa Rebecca Hawkins!!<3

When it Rains, it Pours...

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 04:24:18 GMT

What do you do..when you've found something you want...but dont know how to get it?

Hmm yeah...so schools been good i guess? boring.like always...report cards were good for me..i got a 3.7....i was happy with myself...but go figure...my mom wasnt...but fuck it i dont care anymore.

Today was a raider day...boringggg i hate themmm! nothing happened...Shun told me he was jewish in english..that was funny. We ate fudge in Science...that was...whats the word...interesting? I found out that Rachel, Diana, and Andi's lunches were switched...so now i have no friends...oh well?

Went to the powder puff game tonight with my love Laura...it was fun. we hung out with alec who is hot, and hes really nice. It was fuckin freezing outside tho!!!

I feel so out of place...still...i just feel so alone, like no one understand, im sick of being alone, i just want a relationship, not one of those 2 week things...but a relationship where i know someone acutaly cares about me. That would be nice, i know its gonna happen...eventually...

I wanted to e online tonight.talk to peopl..but when i did...i found that i had nothing to say... to anyone...so i gave up..and now im doing this. But i think im gonna go...idk if im gonna go to school tomorrow...i dont feel like it..and i dont feel good right now. well thats all folks.

<33 Stacey

Where you are is where i wanna be, and through your eyes are the things i wanna see, baby your everything to me. </3

I've been waiting for, Someone that I can love that loves me,Loves me for the one that I am

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 03:06:44 GMT

Wow long time since i updated...sorry everyone! Not that anyone really reads this anyway?? :-/

Hmm yah so my weekend...i must say fuckin rocked! Sam, Carly, Melissa, Laura this weekend was fuckin awesome with you guys!!! Friday Ian's "party" Sat. raiding Kasey's party...haha that was great. We're so shady, i love it!

Melissa im SOOOOOO sorry about Sunday still!!! i love youuu!! This weekend! its gonna be funn too!! <33

Anyway...this weekend was amazing...untill school started..ugh im sick of it..i hate econ, my math teachers a fuckin retard, english is plain boring, i hate gym we're starting swimming, Choir ehh its alright, Science...ehh enough said, wordprocessing my teachers retarted too...ehh no more about school.

I feel so out of place sometimes, like i dont belong, sometimes i start to believe it, i got called a freak, well go figure, i guess i am one....people dont realize that what they say, really has an effect on people. Even if its a joke, and you say your kidding, you still said it, and it still hurt the person you said it to.

Im gonna find you some how, some way, somewhere, some day....

Well im gonna go, im taking to Zack, im downloading ring tones, and i got some things i need to work out...im just sick of things....sick of school mostly...and sick of being alone....(Melissa, tehe this weekend! boy hunting ;-) love youu!!!! you always make me smileee!)

<33 Stacey

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 02:27:09 GMT

hmm yah so schools boring as usually...had a test Tuesday for econ...Leah and i failed! haha leah i love youu!! uhmm Wed. (today) i had a math test, wouldnt be suprised if i failed that too. uhmmm nothing exciting happened...i think the highlight of my day was when i showed Laura my bellybutton and she jumped back and was like "no fucking way!" haha i love you Laura!!!! ugh we start swimming SOON for gym, deff. dreading that! English seems to get more boring every day! i swear! and word processing is a joke. i hate that old lady! so yah i came home and cut my lawn for the first time sense i've lived here...haha my brother, mom, or the service we have usually do it. it was crazy. lol i only cut a litle bit tho, my brother did the rest. yah then i had to get ready for volleyball! i love that sport. yah so i went to volleyball. it was fun like always. then i came home showered and did my hair. im about to do a little homework then go to sleep! so i will update laterr! goodnight loves!

I cant fucking wait for this weekend girls!!! friday the party, sat you girls know what! and sunday! ahh omfg its gonna be the best shit everrr!!! im like flippin out here! lol girls i love you i cant wait for a weekend of FUNN! gonna be one of the best ones of the year!! i love you all so much!!! <333

<33 Stacey

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 00:52:57 GMT

Well last weekend was kinda lame. Friday was kick ass tho! i went to a haunted house with my soccer people, which i was scared shitless at. =-D lol i screamed louder than i did at the movies with my girls! it was crazy! lol then we all went back to Bridgette's house for pizza and to chill and stuff. we watched movies talked and played ping pong, it was a lot of fun!!! i love my soccer girls! they are great! anywho. Then around 1 Christine brought me home and i got online for a bit then fell asleep. Saturday i woke up around 1:30 and did nothing really. kinda chilled out, then i had to babysit, so i did that and made 50 bucks. not bad, considering i got to play games all night! =-D im sucha nerd, but you all love me anyway! Sooo then i came home and did nothing, Noah wanted me to come hang out but it was to late to go anywhere it was almost 12 and mommy wouldnt let me. So i fell asleep around 2 again. Sunday i woke up around 1:30 again. i love sleeping in its SO nice. Then i got up and helped my mommy around the house and then went to the store with my mommy. Around 5 my grandparents came over and took us to dinner. AH we went for ribs at brass point, ahh those were good ribs. hhaha i liked them! =-D. After we came home i showered and then went to bed. i was tired. Monday was boring, raider days are always boring, then i had a Dr. Appt. I GREW! or at least thats what they tell me. tehe sooo then idk what i did. came home i think? idk today was a GOOOOOD day! im very happy right now. School was boring....then i had tutor...then..i came home and my grandpa was here talking to my mom...well yesterday my mom told me if my grandpa says i can get my bellybutton pierced..then i can...WELL HE SAID YES! and he paid for it! tehe im happy so my daddy took me to get it done. i like it. hmm yah well i just showered and im gonna call my love Sarah cuz shes my bestest friend. I'll update laterrr! love you all!!!

<33 Stacey

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 02:45:31 GMT

ugh the past few days i've felt like shit..ugh i hate feeling sick. it sucks! so anyway monday was boring as usual...tuesday..ehh boring..today..wasnt so bad i guess. went to gym which was GAY. i hate that class. (we start swimming soon...ugh!) then to math...that was shitty..i hate that class too. then i had a test in english. then word processing. I do have to say..today at lunch was the best lunch EVERRRR! tehe i talked to Tim. i was SO proud of myself. wow yah. okay and then i talked to him again before 7th hour. it was nice. i want to become friends with him. hahhahah rachel. yah so anywayyyy that was the highlight of my day. that and Craig called me..hes a cool kid. im glad i got to talk to him, i wish we talked more..but thats okay. i live with what you can get. uhmmm...yah nothing else is going on. i have volleyball right after school tomorrow..then hockey...ugh im gonna be tired..but thats okay. yup well..i think im done. im gonna go get some rest. im tired. night.

Where you are that's where I wanna be
And through your eyes,
All the things I wanna see
And in the night
You are my dream
You're everything to me

<33 Stacey

P.S. it seems like EVERYONES sick...so everyone whos sick...FEEL BETTER!!! <33 (Craig, Laura, Lainey, John...everyone else)

If your not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 02:13:53 GMT

h'okay here we go....

This weekend was kinda boring? but thats okay, i guess you gotta have one of those every once and awhile. Friday night, i was supposed to hang out with Missy...buuuuut she never called me...sooo i made plans with Laura and Carly...we just went to Laura's house and chilled for awhile. Then Carly left..it was sad..and then i left to cuz Laura was going over to Sammy's. So i decided to go to my grandparents house with my mommy. that was nice. grandma made soup! and my grandpa went and picked up bellichino's (sp?) mmm it was GOOD! So then i came home and chilled out did nothing really. then went to sleep.

Saturday was crazy!!! it was kinda funny too. lol at about noon or so i went over to Rachel and we went running...haha that was interesting....we walked and then ran, and then walked..and then ran, it was funny. Then we got back to my house and Rachel had hot coco, and i had soup!!! tehe. Then we took rachel home, and my daddy took me to get a new stick. i got the L-2 i really like it alot. haha the only problem was...we had to have the dog at the groomers at 3...haha we didnt leave the hockey place till 3:05? haha yah sooo the dog was late..but thats okay..but when we got to the dog place..they couldnt find the form for her..so we had to fill it out AGAIN...then she wouldnt go with the people...it was frustrating. Yah SOO we finally got her in at 3:30 and i had a hockey game at 3:40. So my daddy rushed me to hockey and i got dressed in like seriously 2 min. and went and played with little 12 year olds. it was funny. we lost..haha sad huh? yah soooo Eddie came to watch my game! =-D he couldnt stay to talk to me tho he had an ice game. but thats okay. Nick was there!! i was so happy! i love that kid. hes great. After my game we had a family dinner...sorta? =-/ i went home showered and then picked up rachel. went to my grandparents house..it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. Sarah ened up coming ther too later. then she stay the nite. Rachel couldnt she had Dance. but thats okay. Sarah got a phone FINALLY! its so pimp i hate the blue thing..i swear im gonna take it off!!! hahah sarah i love you!!!

Today after i sarah left....all i did was study..i swear it was horrible..then at like 5:30? Diana called me and we went on a walk then hung out for like an hour. and she left. Then i studied some more...and then some more...and NOW im FINALLY done..thank god. Schools so streesful this year. i hate school (the learning part)..Melissa and i are dropping out! =-P love you melissa!!!!! teehee. Carly, Laura, Melissa, and I were supposed to go to dinner..but we didnt. we will during the week tho. fo sho! Yah so tomorrows a raider day..i hate those. but thats okay. hmmm yah im gonna go...later.

<33 Stacey

The spaces between my fingers...were ment to be filled by yours...

Fri, 15 Oct 2004 02:06:05 GMT

Well yesterday school was boring like always...schools always boring! but oh well. After school i came home and talked to AJ for a bit, he was making fun of me. but thats okay. Then i had to go to math tutor. (thats the reason AJ was making fun of me) ughh i hate math. So after math tutor i came home and my brother had made dinner (dont ask) he made potoato soup?? it was REALLLY good!!!! after dinner i had to leave for open gym for volleyball. it was fun! i cant wait for tryouts. Then i came home and did nothing then went to bed.

Today we had sleep in...thank god! thats why i love thursdays so much!! so i got an extra hour of sleep. it was nice. Then went to school...had choir..that was okay i guess? RACHEL WAS AT SCHOOL TODAY! i was happy! lol i missed her on wednesday!! I had lunch with Diana today too! that was nice. i dont get to hang out with her enough anymore. highschools like taking over our lives. geez. ugh. So0o0o yah the rest of school was boring untill econ....haha usually i hate that class but today we had a sub. lol she was a bitch and everyone completely screwed around ALL hour. sarah and i played games...=-D. hmm what else we ate Nic's cookies. they were yumy. (i shouldnt be eating cookies tho..im fat :-x) but oh well. umm then after school i had a soccer meeting...Conditioning starts in Nov. Rachel and i decided were gonna start running before conditioning so that it wont be so hard. We're starting tomorrow too. haha. sooo yah after the meeting i came home. Then i had hockey...we won 12-8 i think. I got to see Alex..i love that kid. hes cool. hmm now i should be studying...but im not...but im going to soon.

I wanted to tell everyone, that Carly, Leah, Melissa, and Laura are the awesomest people ever and i loveee themmm!!!!!! hehe <33 (cant wait for holloween girls love you!!!)

hmm yah nothing else i guess....im gonna go...i've been SOO exhausted lately...=-/ idk why?

<33 Stacey

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 02:24:24 GMT

Hmm well from my last entry you can tell i had a good weekend. But then Monday came...i hate mondays...with a passion. Raider days are SO boring! (for all you not north people...raider day is when we have all 7 classes) blah so yah i came home from school and did nothing. it was wonderful. Then my mom came home and took me to St.Marys to look for a stick...i didnt find one...but i got to see Albert, and Ryan. I also saw Roman..but i didnt talk to him. That was fun...i miss Ryan hes cool. Soooo yah then after we left..i called Sarah to see if her and her mommy wanted to meet up for dinner...they did...so we went to leo's for dinner. It was good....i love my sarah..shes the best. Then after dinner mommy and i went home and i did homework and stuff..then just chilled out.

Today...school was boring...like usual...we had a fire drill while they were dismissing lunch? it was wierd..but oh well. Yah then finally school was over...i came home and did nothing..then when my mommy got home she asked me if i wanted to go on a walk. i said yes. we we took my puppies on a walk. It was nice. Then we came home and mommy started dinner...after we ate...i called Emily and she asked me to go to the Soccer game...so i did. it was cold..but it was alotta fun. So i got there and chilled with Emily. Kelsey, Rachel, Aaron, mike, Jeff, Jacob, Zack, Chad, Mike, Alyssa, Nicole, Catitlyn, Trevor. and other people i think? Sorry if i forgot you still love ya! We ened up losing the game 3-0 but thats okay. it was fun. So then i came home and showered and now im doing this...

Bed time tho...talk to everyone later..

<33 Stacey

I Almost had you, and i didnt even know it...

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 00:32:53 GMT

Hmm yah i've been pretty happy lately...things have been going good for the most part. Schools going good, pretty boring tho. but what do you expect?

Friday i had planned on sitting at home all nite and doing nothing, then i called Carly, and she invited me to the movies with her, melissa, and Leah. So i went, we saw the forgotten, i thought it was good, i screamed and everyone laughed at me...hehe woops. =-) After the movie we hung out at fountain walk and saw a buncha people from school,North kids are taking over fw i swear. So then it started raining so we went to New York Deli for dinner. Then around 10 Carlys dad came and picked us up. and took us to Melissa's. We chilled there for awhile, we had some hot coco, and ate gold fish, haha then we were trying to throw them into eachothers mouths, and yah that turned into a gold fish fight..they were ALL over melissa's kitchen, it was so freaking funny, ahh! love you girls!!! Well after that Jared, Ian, and Jay called and wanted us to come over...so we did...we chilled there for awhile then my brother came and picked me up.

Saturday i went to Noahs house, we did some of our project, then i kicked his butt in pool. =-D hehe. then we watched Eurotrip. that was fun, and then i left. i came home and had to get ready for Missys little sisters Bat Mitzvah. Hehe it was so much fun!! Mike was there too, i havent seen him in awhile so that was nice...but best of all...i got to see my missy...i love herr!! i missed her sooo muchhh!!!! hehe then after the party was over...we sucked helium...ahh hehe thats the bestest!!! there was so much food too!!! ahh i loved it!!! Around 3 oclock we finially fell asleep. Her dad woke us up at like 8 the next morning. That was horrible. I came home and went back to bed. After my mommy took me to look for a new stick...i didnt find one i wanted. So then we came home and i got ready for hockey...we won...9-1. Then i came home showered and ate dinner. Now im doing this. and i have nothing else to say, so im gonna go do my hair and then study. ttyl.

<33

Stacey

I wish he understood how much i care about him, and how much i want to be with him :-( I cant find the words to tell him tho, not that he'd really care anyway. :-( Lifes so hard sometimes....I really love him...and always will... :-(

Things will never be the same....

Wed, 06 Oct 2004 01:18:07 GMT

Its official...i have no friends. :-( Well maybe i do have friends, but sometimes, it seems like i have no one. Everyone says they care about me, and everything, but no ones really ever there when i really need them. There are only two people in this world, that are always there for me no matter what. Well really, one and depending on the other persons mood 2. Sarah, and Zack.

Sarah- You are my best friend in the entire world, i love you so fucking much. i charrish our friendship like no other, and i would not change my relationship with you for anything. You are like my sister, i've known you for 11 fucking years, and i love you so much! I wish i never moved so we could still hang out everyday. True im there like EVERY weekend. but ya kno. Im so glad we're still friends, and i kno we'll always be friends. Please dont ever leave me, i'd be lost without you. I kno i can turn to you whenever i need you.I trust you with everything and anything.Thank you so much! I LOVE YOU!!!

Zack-You are my best guy friend. Your friendship means the world to me. I trust you with everything. and i would do anything for you, and i know you'd do the same for me. I wish we got to hang out more i miss you! im sorry if im a bitch to you sometimes and if im complain alot to you, you really are my best friend and i dont want to lose you.

Everyone else, i love you guys too. dont worry. Missy, your still my best friend, we just havent been talking alot lately,i miss you tons babe! i love you!

I miss everyone from hockey SO much!! :-(

Ugh, well i guess im gonna go. Comment if you'd like. (not that anyone will anyway...)

<33 Stacey

what a fucking nite!!!!

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 01:54:31 GMT

ahhh omfg. homecoming was amazing. i had so much fun!!! Even tho i didnt have a date, it was SO much fun!!!! I wouldnt change anything about it!!! Thanks everyone for making it an amazing night. mush love to the group i went with. (Rachel, Diana, Laura, Megan, Amy, Ansley, Jenna,Matt, Austin) you guys are awesome! also i love everyone i saw at the dance, you guys are awesome too!

So yah at like 2 i went over to Jess's house and she did my hair. it looked awesome i really liked it!!! then i came home and hung with my cousin, then we got ready together and around 4 ish rachel came over. and got ready with us. then my cousin and i took some pics together, then she had to leave to go out to macomb county. Then megan came over and rachel me and megan took some pics. then everyone else showed up and we took pics. ahh there was SO many pictures!!!!!! i was sick if smiling! geez! lol so yah then my mommy and rachels mommy drove us to champps. there was only 10 of us. so yah we went to champps. that was awesome too. lol i love champps. good food. lol then yah we started a fry throwing fest. yah megan got the worst of it! lmao love you megan! yah then we decided that we had some time to kill so we went over to caribbue (spelling?) coffee. and got hot chocolate cuz it was FREEZING outside. yah we were really loud in there. lol the guy told us to be budists (spelling again?) lol cuz we were being to loud. yah then we left for the dance. that was AWESOME we dacnced SO much!!! ahh it was awesome. then around 11:20 we left the dance, and decided to go to 7-11 to get slurpees!!! hehe yah there were a buncha people there and some car alarm kept going off. after everyone got their slurpees, as we were walking out, my Jared Berman walked in! hehe i love that kid!!! yah then back to rachels we went. we pigged out on junk food! mmmm it was good!!!! lol we listened to music and stuff and goofed off. i was the champ at ping pong. yah! i beat Matt, ansley, and amy. that was alotta fun. there were skittles EVERYWHERE but hey! its not my fault austin cant catch them in his mouth! hehe. yah then around 1 ish the guys all left. and we decided to go watch movies. yah there were people everywhere! haha it was fun tho. around 4:30 ish, i fell asleep. i was tireddd. then at 7:50 am my mom called me and said she was picking me up at 8:30 to go to breakfast with my cousins. so i got like 3 hrs of sleep! ugh i was SO tired. breakfast was good. then i came home and SLEPT. ahh that was nice. then i ate, then slept some more.

Today-was monday and it was boring like every other monday. nothing happened, i got to see my Joey tho. i love that kid. hmm yah i had an econ quiz, failed that. oh well. got progress reports today! i did awesome! i ALMOST had straight A's. i had all A's and a B+....ugh i was SO close! i talked to Daniel Phillip Michael Grubic tonight for the first time in forever. i miss him. Craig and i are also talking again, i missed talking to my craig. i love them. hmm yah..i think im gonna go now cuz this is a long entry and im TIRED. so0o0o i will update later. Later pimps

<33 Stacey

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 01:49:30 GMT

Yah, homecoming is in like 3 days? i dont have a date anymore. :-( but oh well. it still gonna be so much fun!!! yah i cant wait.

Today i had math tutor, it was boring. then i went to PEP RALLY! It was alotta fun. i got to see a buncha people. it was awesome. im not gonan even start to name the people. but DJ and Chad are my new best friends. they are sweet. hmm so yeah. idk what else is new. nothing i guess. just homework and such. ya kno how it goes. but i must go study for my science test. Sounds fun huh? not. Yah i'll update later or something.

<33 Stacey

Lifes so unfair sometimes....

Tue, 28 Sep 2004 01:13:19 GMT

LAST PERSON WHO
x. Slept in your bed: me.
x. Saw you cry: ummm...idk...
x. Made you cry: Corben
x. Spent the night with: Sarah
x. You shared a drink with: dunno.
x. You went to the movies with: Rachel
x. You went to the mall with: my mom and sister
x. Yelled at you: prolly my Mom
x. Sent you an email: who knows...who cares.
x. You kissed: not answering that....

HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it? nope
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: all the time
x. Been to New York: no
x. Florida: of course
x. California: nope
x. Hawaii: nope
x. Mexico: nope
x. China: nope
x. Canada: yes...PIO 03' YEAH BABI!!!!
x. Danced naked: haha what kinda question is that??
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: nope...that would be cool tho. (if it was good)
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: ehh not really.
x. Had an imaginary friend: Yes
x. Things you like in a girl/guy: honest,funny, good personality,nice smile, good looking.
x. Do you have a crush on someone: yesssss!
x. What book are you reading now: some stupid book for english.
x. Worst feeling in the world: liking someone, and them not liking you back....
x. What is the first thing you think when you wake up: ugh...here we go again.
x. Future daughter's name: Ashley
x. Future son's name: John or Mike
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: i used to.
x. What's under your bed: buncha junk.
x. Favorite sport to watch: Hockey.
x. Current Age: 14
x. Siblings: Yup
x. Location: The hills of farmington
x. College plans: ehh not sure...hopefully U of M or MSU
x. Piercings/tattoos: Ears, and hopefully soon my belly button
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: nope. :-( hopefully soon..

EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: nope
x. Do you drink: sometimes....lmao
x. Who is your best friend: Sarah, Missy and Zack.
x. What are you most scared of: being alone...
x. What clothes do you sleep in: dependd.
x. Where do you want to get married: somewhere nice.
x. Who do you really hate: ehh not sure...prolly no one..hate is a strong word.
x. Been in Love: No
x. What type automobile do you drive: Dont drive yet.
x. Do you have a job: Nopeee
x. Do you like being around people: yeah most of the time.
x. Are you for world peace: umm sure?
x. Are you a health freak: ehh not really.

STUFF
x. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: haha umm yeah!
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: yes.
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: not reallly...
x. Want someone you don't have right now: Yes, dotn think i will have them tho...but hey thats life.
x. Are you lonely right now: naw...just upset.
x. Ever afraid you'll never get married: nope...not at all
x. Do you want to get married: yah
x. Do you want kids: prolly

FAVORITE
x. Room in house: My room
x. Type(s) of music: anything
x. Color: Purple, red, black
x. Perfume or cologne: anything that smells good
x. Month: April (its my birthday month!)
x. Stone: huh???

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: Yes.....
x. Bought something: yes ice cream.
x. Gotten sick: no
x. Sang: yes.
x. Said "I Love You": Yes
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: yes
x. Met someone new: umm sorta
x. Moved on: what does that mean? moved on from what?
x. Talked to someone: lotta people
x. Missed someone: yah! alot...
x. Hugged someone: yes.
x. Kissed someone: nooopers
x. Fought with your parents: nope

Yeah....i got bored...sorry. Today was not a good day AT ALL....ugh..im so upset...he doesnt understand why. The most part is cuz corben cant come to homecoming with me anymore i dont think. so im upset about that....and theres something more into it than that. it makes me even more upset. only carly knows why. (i think) ugh this really sucks..i was REALLY looking foward to it too. ugh oh well. :-( I guess i could find someone else to come with me...idk. ugh my mom went and got me ice cream which made me feel better! well a little at least. idk im gonna go shower i guess. I'll update later this week i guess. bye

<33 Stacey

but nothing stays the same, and its driving me insane

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 06:09:56 GMT

Are you waiting for a special occasion
To give me your heart
Cause I need a little confirmation
To make a real start
Don't wait till it's too late
Are you ready to show me?
Are you ready to love me?
You see in a way
I have been drifting down a river
To nowhere
And you're giving me nothing
And if you're ready to be my everything
If you're ready to see it through this time
And if you're ready for love then
This I will bring
But I'm not gonna wait for you forever this time.

Im so happy its the weekend!!! im fianlly in a good mood!! sorry everyone if i was being a bitch to you lately...i've been in really BAD moods and im not sure why.

So yeah friday after school my madre took me to SARAHS house!!! hehe i love that girl. we chilled with my girl missy. (sorry babe for being a bitch! i still love ya and miss ya) then we took a walk, that was fun. yeah hmm...idk then missy had to go home. it was sad. then we went and chilled with Austin, that was fun...haha guys those pic's were SO hot...lmao. we're the biggest losers everrrrr!!! i love it! :-) Then we went back to Sarahs house and watched Scary Movie 3...it was classical, good movie. but SOOOO stupid. then austin left, and sarah and i went online, then crashed. it was nice.

We got up at like 11...i couldnt eat...i was fasting. so i showed, then she showed. then we just chilled and did nothing all day. then around 4:30 ish my mom and brother picked me up, we went to my grandparents house to break the fast. then my mom and i went to the Moss's house. that was fun. i guess. lol hmm yeah idk. then i came home and got online and stuff. thats about it.

Tomorrow, im going to breakfast with my brother,mom, and grandpa. then hopefully i can go look for a new hockey stick. but idk. i have homework to do too..ugh! i dont get my stupid econ assignment, i hate mr.kahlil!!! hmm yeah i guess thats it. Homecoming is in like 8 days...im so fuckin excited! i cant wait..its gonna rock!!!!!!!! Well yeah im gonna go now. cuz its like 2am. so goodnight.

<33 Stacey

Lisa-im so happy that we're cool now. lets put all that stupid shit behind us. and go back to the old days. those were fun!! haha. no more fighting cuz i hate it. i love ya! and i missed talking to you!!!!! remember our pact, haha BELLY BUTTON! lylas!!!

another day in my life....

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 02:38:34 GMT

hmm...yeah...no idea what i updated about last. Prolly my weekend? haha idk. Yeah monday..was boring...i hate mondays...they are just plan gay!

Tuesday-i had a dr. appt. after school. that was boring too. lifes just boring. my sisters a bitch, but what else is new.

Today-i had tutor, that was fine. yet again, boring. go figure. i think the only thing i have to look forward to, is homecoming, which is in 10 days, and i cant wait! im so excited. its gonna be amazinggg!!!!! <33

Oh yeah and im looking foward to this weekend, cuz i get to see Sarah!!!! again! gosh i love her, shes the best!!!!

Tomorrows a late start for school, thank god! but i have an econ test, which sucks balls. but oh well.

ugh yeah...im gonna go, i hate my sister, she needs to move out again, as mean as that sounds, you couldnt understand unless you lived here, shes a royal pain in the ass, and i hate her.

update later...

<33 Stacey

without you, i'll never feel the love inside of me...

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 19:23:29 GMT

Well my weekend was good. Friday, my mommy took me over to Sarah's house. We chilled..did nothing really...she taught me some of her rutine fore Color Guard. Its so much fun, i wish i woulda tried out for my school..i will next year tho. Then we went over to Austins house, his gf was over...hehe...so yeah we met her, shes nice, i think shes pretty too. So yeah then we left, and went and did more of nothing. Then later Austin came over to Sarahs house and we all chilled.

Saturday- Sarahs dad woke us up at like 9:30 for breakfast...maybe earlier..it was horrible. So we ate, then went back to bed!! Then at like idk what time we got up. and went outside. Then walked up to the store and got drinks. Yeah then i had to leave cuz i had to go babysit. So i went over to the Moss's house. to find out that the oldest kid was gonna be there (hes my age) and 3 of his friends. That was alotta fun. It was really funny. They were taking pixi stick shots. and shots of other things. (no not alcahol) It was really funny.Then around 11:30 Wendy and Jeff got home, and wendy took me, josh, School B. and Scott J to Taco bell! mmm mmm good. Then they took me home.

Today im just watching the Lions game, and my grandparents are coming over later for dinner. Well im gonna go watch the game, then when the games over, im gonna shower. I'll update later.

<33 Stacey

Oh yeah...i want to tell everyone i love Lainy Rubin, cuz shes the only one who commented last time. shes sucha P-I-M-P!! Love you lain!!! <33

Homecoming, 13 days...and i think i have a date now...hehe <3 im so excited!!

retarted...

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 17:45:26 GMT

Wow LJ is retarted..i tired to delete an entry that i accidently posted twice...and it deleated the one from before that. Sorry guys.

Yesterday i didnt go to school, i got to sleep in! hehe :-) it was nice. i gave my puppie a bath, and i descovered that i like most country music, country music is so bad ass...thought i'd share that with everyone...

Yeah im in word processing rite now...school was boring today. Gym SUCKED! like always, we had to run, and then play soccer. it was boring. Then math was gay as hell, i hate my teacher, he like played disney songs and it was just gay. then he did these stupid word problem things, so gay. AND he gave us homework! ugh i hate school. English was good tho, i got my independent reading book. and then we got to watch Forest Gump!! haha funny movie!!!! yeah and i took a lil nap...hehe. Now im doing this.

Thank gosh its Friday...i get to see my Sarah tonight!! hehe i love her! shes the best. and maybe i might get to see Melissa...cuz i lover her too and i havent seen her lately! :-) (happy 11 months on saturday babe!)

Yeah well i guess im gonna go play games now. I'll update and later and tell ya about my weekend!! hehe bye

<33 Stacey

whatever...

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 16:29:56 GMT

hmmm well yeah nothing been going on...i have a boring life i guess...but oh well.

AJ told me he couldnt come to homecoming with me, cuz hes going up north hunting. :-( im sad...but oh well...</3 I'll just go with my friends and have fun!!!

Schools been fine, i dont really mind it that much. I get to see everyone, so its cool. I didnt have to go today cuz its a jewish holiday...hehe so i got to sleep in! :-)

I Miss everyone from hockey..SOOOO much. I cant wait to see everyone again!! (Lisa, Katie, Shelby, Jose,Amanda, Cissy, Matt, Kelly, JOE!, Davy, Crystal, Dan, TC, Kaitlyn, Caleb, John, Tyler, Megan, Nick O, Peter, Kelsey, Jesse, Brett, Nick) Sorry if i forgot anyone, im sorry i still love you!!!

hmmm yeah todays the jewish holiday so im going to my grandparents house for dinner with the family..and all the old people...ugh. sounds like a party eh?

Well im gonna go do something else, not sure what yet, and im gonna try and see if i can get outta going to school tomorrow to! :-D

Update later...

<33 Stacey

</3 Im over it....

fucked up world...

Fri, 10 Sep 2004 01:21:56 GMT

idk anymore...things seem so screwed up rite now, i mean i kno they arnt, but they just seem like they are.

Craig is mad at me, no idea why, he wont talk to me, but its making me REALLY upset, :-(. idk what to do, i guess im just gonna wait it out and see how things go. </3

I feel like i lost Shelby, he means so much to me, and i miss him so much. i wish i could see him. i really do. We're talking about things, so hopefully things will get better...which i think they will!

Schools going good, i like it, its not as bad as everyone says it is. The homework sucks, but oh well. I still havent gotten asked to homecoming, but oh well theres still time. Rachel's running for class president, so vote for her! (if you go to NFHS)

Today was crazy, my mom and my sister were fighting like crazy, they were both crying, and it just wasnt cool, at all. it was hell literally. (haha yes thanks shelby, i spelled it right.) So that just wanst cool.

Lainey is my pimp, i love herrr!!!! hehe :-)

Well thats all for today, this weekend is gonna be fucking sweeet!!!! i cant wait!! you have no idea! rite Sarah..haha hell yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahah luv ya!!! So yeah thats it...i'll update tomorrow or something.

<33 Stacey

Craig, im so sorry, idk what i did, but im sorry. Please, let be friends again, i want it that way. </3

yeah!

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 01:49:23 GMT

So yeah last nite i stayed the nite at SARAH'S house! yeah that was FUN! Andi picked us up and we went to the mall for a min. i thought Mark Twain was a actor. yeah hes a writer. haha. so yeah we went to hollister, and i walked in and saw taht adam was working and walked out. i looked like shit. it was funny. So yeah after that we left. and sarah and i went back to her house and watched some movies. and had some...uhh...fun...rite sarah. haha yeah you kno what im talking about. that was fuckin crazy. Whos Don Sarah? lmfao great times. i love ya sweetie! Austin came over too and chilled with us, then around 12 he left. yeah i dont remember anything else from the nite. i remember talking on the phone, and thats about it. i dont remember to who, or about what tho. So yeah. then about 3 oclock. Sarah and i went to bed. At 10:30 her friend called and woke us up. then we went back to bed, and at like 11 her dad called us down for breakfast. that sucked cuz i was SO tired. but oh well. the breakfast was good. Then she came shopping with me and my mommy, then we chilled at my house. and then i had to go to my grandparents house for dinner. So sarah left and i went to my grandparents house. Then Brett called and told me he was at Buffalo Wild Wings. that was fuckin wierd. cuz i went up there, and i saw him for the first time in like almost a year. it was wierd, but i mean it was good to finally see him for once. but yeah. so then i came home and now im doing this. and im on the phone. So yeah i better go. i'll talk to you later. xox

<33 Stacey

.....

Sat, 04 Sep 2004 04:02:55 GMT

Yesterday i went to missys house. Chilled there for a little bit. We couldnt find anything to do. So we decided to go to North's soccer game. Rachel was there, and Ryan and other people. We walked over to the school and went to watch the swim meet, but the pool area was SO hot so we left. but we saw Jared!! That was cool. Then we went back to the game. We lost 3-1. but oh well. So then after we got home, we called Albert and Albert and Roman were gonna come over, but then they couldnt. and idk why i dont remember.

Today Rachel and I decided to go to fountain walk to see a movie. We had planned on going to see Anaconda, but we ended up seeing Paparazzi with Zach. It was a pretty good movie. After that Ryan came up there with some friends so i talked to him for awhile. Then i chilled with Marni!!! and her friends. That was fun. They are funny. and Chad is hot. lol so is Mike. So yeah Chris was up there like always. Hes sucha faggot. Mike and Chad hid me from him cuz i hate him. UGH! right Rachel? haha yeah....

So then we left arond 11:20 and now im here doing this. And im tired and i gotta go call Craig. So talk to everyone later.

<33 Stacey

hmmm....

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 00:11:22 GMT

Yeah i dont really remember everything that's been going on. Schools been going good. Its freaking sweet i get to see all my older friends. I LOVE IT! Its pretty sweet. Its sucks tho i have gym first hour. HOW GAY! So yah other than that, theres nothing new really.

My puppie had surgury yesterday, hes okay tho. So im happy!

Yeah i guess i dont have anything to say, so im gonna go ice my shins. SHIN SPLINTS FUCKING SUCK!!!!! thought i'd let everyone kno. so yeah ttyl

<33 Stacey

boring...

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 01:21:05 GMT

Yeah so i got home from babsitting last nite around 11:45. Made an easy 40 bucks..so it was cool. Then i went online for awhile. Then Craig called me and then i fell asleep. and then craig called me back at like 2 and woke me up. But yeah.

Today i didnt do anything really. Slept alot, and went online. My sister decided to move back home, the house is hell already and she JUST came back. Im kinda mad that she came back, cuz it just makes everyone fight in the house. Its horrible, but oh well, at least shes going to school and doing something with her life.

I guess i gonna go...so ttyl..bye

<33 Stacey

babysitting

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 00:32:06 GMT

Yeah im babysitting rite now....boring! easy money tho! So yeah thats what im doing tonight, i went shopping with my grandma earlier...hehe i got jeans! im happy!

Yesterday Missy came over, and we chilled. Then Albert and Roman came over, except, im not sure that his names Roman...it might be Eric, im not sure, a little confusing. Cuz albert told us it was Eric, but then he was calling him Roman...yeah im not sure. But yeah hangin with them was alotta fun. I wanna hang with them again. Albert was all wet, they were wake boarding. Yeah they left around 12:30 and Missy and i called Ricky, talked to him for awhile then fell asleep around 2. She woke up at like 9 and woke me up cuz she had to leave to go upnorth. I was mad, i was tired. So after she left, i showered and then i took a nap! it was nice. Now im babysitting and bored.

I guess im gonna go, talk to you later.

<33 Stacey